July 2012
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Off to see my possible apartment today. Crossing...
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My psychiatrist upped my dosage, but told me not...
That’s like three months…I know they want me to wait to see if it works, but idk I’m starting to lose faith about finding a medication that really helps me. He keeps telling me that I’m going to “grow out of it”.
MIA
sorry that i havent been on that much, ive been caught up with working and other stuff
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Psychiatrist upped my dosage up to 30 mg of...
Honestly I’m getting sick of trying all of these drugs that aren’t working.
*sigh* I have the weirdest feeling toady.
Nightmare last night.
Had a nightmare last night about the shooting in colorado except that I was there. It was such a scary dream I can’t even imagine what those people went through. I’m so paranoid now to go to the movies even though realistically I know I shouldn’t worry. It’s just that all these pictures of the victims are going around tumblr and making me feel so awful for them and their...
Actually I am really nervous now.
What if these people think I’m psycho…
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So after some apartment hunting on craigslist I...
They said they wanted someone very clean, which I am to a fault. I mentioned me having ocd because they repeated how they wanted someone clean. So Idk how that’s going to give an impression of me. I am just hoping that they are nice and this works out. I would get my own bathroom, which was my biggest concern. Hopefully when I go see the place it is as clean as they are implying.
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i dont want to go anywhere, or do anything. it's...
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I love batman with a passion but I don't know if...
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Today one of my students had a really bad snotty...
Crisis avoided.
rachelkatewheeler asked: heyyyy. my friend is doing a documentary called 'Living with me and my OCD.' can you check out the trailer for it on my tumblr? (posted it last night). let me know if you want to contribute as she is still doing interviews. thanks. x
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Grounding.
Today in therapy we did something called grounding which is supposed to help people with ocd to ignore intrusive thoughts. When having intrusive thoughts you are supposed to think of these questions to help distract you. There are three kinds that we tried.
Mental Grounding( this one works best for me)- Look around the room. If there are paintings/pictures look at the pictures. Name all of the...
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I literally have the emotional capacity of a chair...
I don’t feel happy or sad. I feel nothing.
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It's 5:30 in the morning and I'm awake.
I took a sleeping pill at 12 and laid in bed until 5 without being able to fall asleep. So now I’m just going to be on tumblr until I can’t keep my eyes open, but I have to be at therapy at 11:30 -____-
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and now she's making me feel guilty, saying how he...
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My mom just asked me if it is okay for her...
Doesn’t anyone get that I don’t let ANYONE touch my computer.
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Anonymous asked: How come your cell phone is dirty?
