December 2011
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It's been two weeks since I started lexapro. I...
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I hate when I get told I am overreacting, if...
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November 2011
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I just want to be left alone, I'm sick of being...
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I hate when I think about things I don't want to...
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Finally got around to enabling my ask box in case...
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I can't wait to go home for winter break. I need a...
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Why I love babies so much:
Not only are they so adorable but I feel like they are the only beings on the earth that are innocent and clean.
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Forgot to take my medication today, didn't realize...
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Just wanted to say thank you to all of my...
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I hate when I get obsessive thoughts about stuff...
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“Who would want to join this madness?
Who would change my monogram?
Who will be...”
– Side Show
Going home for thanksgiving this week.
Not sure how this is going to go when I have to see my friends who have no idea what’s been going on with me.
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I hate when people bump into me...seriously, I'm a...
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My friend just asked me why do we have to have...
I answered him with: Well I figure that I’m not a starving kid in africa, I’m not homeless or poor, and I’m not dying of cancer… so I’d rather have this. I remind myself of this stuff when I start to think how it’s not fair that I have ocd.
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Kinda proud of myself.
I went to a major sale at the mall today where there were sooo many people. I managed to not have an anxiety attack, but I went through a bottle of hand sanitizer. Baby steps right?
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Don't feel like leaving my bed today and dealing...
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I also have the serious urg to cry, but I already...
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Feeling shitty today...
College dorms are like the anti christ when it comes to having ocd.
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Just came from the psychiatrist.
He changed my medication from prozac to lexapro, so I hope that this will help me.
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And another thing.
My friend wants to to meet her best guy friend because she thinks we will like each other. He sounds like a nice guy but wait…THE SECOND HE FINDS OUT HOW CRAZY I AM HE WILL RUN IN THE OPPOSITE DIRECTION.
so basically im gonna be alone forever.
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Can something please go right...
I don’t know how much longer I can last at school.
I can’t deal with the showers anymore and how disgusting they are, and I leave the shower feeling almost just as dirty as I did when I came in.
I’ve gone through half a bottle of body wash and half a 15 oz bottle of sanitizer in four days.
I just want this to end. I can’t take it anymore, I can’t even be happy, I...
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I've been really trying to go a day without...
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There's too much going on and I feel...
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I hate that no matter how many times I wash my...
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Made an appointment with my psychiatrist so I can...
I hope this one actually works.
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Today at therapy
We discussed how I never allow myself to be upset because ever since I was little I’ve been trained to never allow myself to be sad, and if I was I had to pretend I was okay.
Interesting…
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My friend caught on to my ocd today.
Guess I don’t realize how often I put on hand sanitizer.
So I guess I'm gonna end up as a cat lady since...
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On the computer at the library at my school.
I hate that I’m wondering how many people have touched this keyboard… at least I have hand sanitizer next to me…
Oh and I have therapy later too, I feel like I have a lot to talk about with her this week.
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